Returning and confessions
by, 08-18-2013 at 04:25 AM (159 Views)
Well, I'm back. I've missed some of the people here. Now in my hiatus, I...Honestly haven't done much with my life besides piss people off on twitter. I've also had some changes in my life. It turns out I'm bipolar, so now I'm on multiple medications to help me stay calm and not let my anger get the best of me. I've also signed out of public school and I'm starting school online the 27th, if I will continue to do this the rest of highschool, I have no clue. I've also honestly fell into a bad group of people online, and they've been the people I converse with and do pretty much everything with. I say "bad people" because being with them has caused me to do terrible things to innocent people, mess with people who did nothing to antagonize me or them, etc. I like them, but I don't know how long my relationship with some of these people will hold.
Now, I want to address something, I left on the wrong foot. In the past I've been an asshole to people, be it in mumble, streams, or the forums, and I realize alot of the things I've done is wrong. I know these things follow me in life and online, and they always will, but I've learned that it's my fault, and I was wrong for causing so much drama.
I've broken alot of friendships with people who I shouldn't have, if I didn't break them, I put them in jeopardy. I won't name people, but they know who they are, and what I've done to wrong them. After I did something I was always afraid to admit I was in the wrong,and I regret not fessing up to what I did.
Now, I don't want pity, I just want forgiveness from the people I wronged, and the community as a whole.
Thanks for taking the time to read this.